damn tired seh

oh wow.. wen wuz de laz time i blogged *goes to check*

Sunday, April 10, 2005

haha.. baik ah.. bagos.. dat wuz ages ago.. i haf been upset, high, tired, sad, angry, lethagic, pissed off, krazie at 10 times diz pas few days.. haha.. am i a mood machine or wat.. weehee.. i dunno.. evritime i get upset/angry/pissed off.. i juz rmbr dat i dun wanna get menopause at 44.. haha.. no lar.. i haf nvr seen de pt of getting upset over tings.. always look on dee bright side of life *toodoot4* haha.. k lame.. no ah.. lyk for eg.. if ppl stare at u wif not happie face.. juz tink dat.. dey're upset coz dey're intimidated by u.. or dat dey jealous u betta lookin.. haha.. rite? wats de pt of getting stressed up.. get white hair n wrinkles so early.. hmm..

haha.. i tired.. coz on mon.. smangat ah run 810m.. haha.. dey ask to run 2 runs.. each round 5 mins max.. haha.. n if at least 1 rd u pass de mark.. u're safe.. so me fie n faiz.. smangat ah run 1st rd.. haha.. damn farnie ah.. den step wanna run 2nd rd.. den suddenl juz stop.. haha.. so we took reli reli RELI long for de 2nd rd.. so techincally i RAN for 810 m oni.. haha.. damn farnie seh.. i still can't jump.. such a loooooser.. haha.. hu cares..

yah.. den had dk afta dat.. wah damn tired seh.. hazirah is farnie.. i swear she wen to de wrong skool.. haha.. so nice of her to come n help us.. hmm.. oh.. for 3 consec days.. been going home late.. today wuz earliest i came back.. at 7pm.. haha.. n 2 consec days of being drenched in de rain.. yest wuz wurst tho.. dere wuz thunder n lightning.. de rez were scared so de ran to under de nearest blk.. which wuzen near at all.. haha.. i juz told fifi.. dat its still quite safe to walk in de open..
coz for [a] de 'trees' were taller den us
[b] de time b/w de lightning n thunder were veri far apart.. at least afew secs..

so we juz strolled in de rain while ppl rain past us.. HAHA.. damn farnie lar.. i wuz freezing on 168.. damn cold seh.. haha.. still not sick tho.. haha..

wen 'high' juz now.. haha.. de ppl hu were dere were reli lyk wondering if it wuz reli me.. haha.. i'm lyk dat.. if i'm in a reli gd mood.. n adeel wuz farnie oso.. so it wuz fun.. yeah.. haha..

hmm.. k.. i haf a qn.. y are ppl stubborn? does being older gives u de rite to act lyk an ass n reject ideas by those younger as unacceptable n ridiculous(sp?)? huh? i mean c'mon lar we're in de MODERN SOCIETY.. gimme a break.. k.. i'm not upset.. juz wondering.. criusly..

k.. i noe some find me irritating.. poser-ish.. crap.. not-grl-lyk.. n sum dun even lyk me.. haha.. HU GAWDDAMN CARES? *sheesh*.. criusly.. i dun.. cuz dose few words i juz said.. i am lyk dat.. i am all dat n more.. sum ppl can't accept me.. fine.. i dun care.. i wun die without ur concern n luv n care n wateva else..

k.. u can ignore de laz para if it dun apply to u.. juz felt lyk letting out my feelings..

-Lonely No More-