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k.. i tink i stopped on mon laz wk rite? fine2.. i'll update.. for those hu wonder wat my add means..

diz is it.. nowanatitagain.. means no wan at it again.. basically means i'm not at it.. it refering to diz blog.. understand? ppl used to ask wat it meant.. so here's my explanation.. no idea y i'm here n not studying.. i hafta start.. ish.. i'm sooo goddamn lazy lar can? n not doing anyting abt it.. sorie ________.. i'm kinda disappointing u.. i noe afta ALL DAT.. wat de hell am i doing? i'm sorie.. u'll tell me dere's no pt saying " i'm sorie" to u.. coz its my life we're toking abt.. yeah ok.. i geddit..

k.. u guys dun gotta noe hu i wuz toking to.. juz pretend i wuz toking to myself.. k crapping..
letse.. din do much over de wkend.. din go out much either.. dunno i dun go out much.. even if i haf a choice.. wed, thurs n fri wen to xingnan for 3 day "camp".. damn tiring ah.. but it wuz quite ok.. considering tulip won.. haha.. yay!! naz, alden, denzel, sarah, glendon, jm, kz, nic, jy, cass, mag, my.. i swear i forgot 2 of dem.. oops.. kids.. damn shag arh.. layan dem de whole day.. haha.. de performances were a lil kute tho.. haha.. 33hrs worth of COP.. haha.. yay.. done.. juz lyk dat.. haha.. wen botanical garden.. i swear de food dere betta den de one at skool.. their nuggets are 4 for $1.. damn cheap rite? ish jealous seh.. so as u can guess.. finished alot of my money within those 3 days.. wuz tired ah.. but kinda fun..

can't remember where i went on sat.. poor memory.. oh yah.. at nite go swensons for dinner/supper.. celebrate adik's birfdae.. din eat a meal.. juz my usual dessert.. sticky chewy.. as usual..

sun go bab's cuz wedding.. saw filziee.. grl.. u sooo rajin seh.. jadi kendarat.. haha.. i juz wen dere in jeans.. n layan my grandma n aunty.. haha.. pemalas rite? hadta leave halfway.. coz supposed to go to nenek house afta dat.. but tak jadi.. ish.. so i juz slack in front of tv.. watch jad, ms match n mars attack!.. haha.. i'm such as ass..

mon.. wenta skool.. for de workshop ting.. wuz quite ok actuallie.. had a lil fun.. made a few "observations" i wuzen happy abt.. but hopefully i can overlook dat.. afta dat.. i left de rez to do gpp.. wen for lunch wif jim n her klasmates at banquet-vista pt.. den wen to meet yas.. togeder wif jim.. at marine parade.. felt sooo bloody guilty ah can? made yas wait soo long.. gawd.. YAS!! miz u loads.. so we wen to tk take cert.. i swear.. we actuallie wanted to time our entry into de skool.. de 3 of us juz hate de skool so much we dun wanna be seen in there.. wuzen proud of de fact dat i wuz dere for 4 yrs.. but hei.. life izen always fair.. rite? den me n yas took 10.. go marina.. but but but.. yas hadta go home.. coz of u-noe-hu.. so tak jadi watch monster-in-law.. ish.. takpe.. as long i gotta hang out wif her.. n damn.. she's in her skool socca team.. my gawd.. even a nerd skool lyk tj has socca.. tak fair seh.. ish.. but nvm.. i told yas i'll go for her games.. apparently she's "shy" dat she NOT dat gd.. so dun want me to go watch.. BS lar grl.. u're great.. i luv u n i luv socca.. so ofc i'm going dere to watch.. haha.. i luv her.. so i went home.. man.. mon wuz quite a nice day.. skool wuzen so bad.. i met sumone i missed.. hang out.. wen home to watch independence day n desperate housewives.. hmm.. not gd meh? juz luv mon.. even seeing chow twice dat day cuden make mon a bad day for me.. :D

tue.. which wuz yest.. wenta pulau ubin wif cik amran, cik nab, nurul, luqman, hasif, atik n my li sis.. tho we din cycle far.. but still fun arh.. we ciao quite ealr coz cik nab cuden take.. she wuz tired.. i tink she din haf enuf rez.. coz she finish wurk late.. its ok.. got to hang out wif my aunt, uncle n cuzins.. fun.. n de rental price dere damn cheap redi ah.. a new bike.. de kind wif suspension n all.. coz oni $4 for a whole day rental.. not cheap meh.. used to be at least $8.. juz lyk de prices in east coast n pasir ris.. n bab suggested dat next time we go pasir ris park firz.. since cik nab cuden take it.. coz prp is damn easy compared to ubin.. practically flat road.. oni 2 slopes.. hmm.. n at ubin.. wen to nurul's "tempat bersejarah".. haha.. as cik amran called it.. wuz de place where she had an accident.. took her 5 yrs to come back to ubin.. been dat long.. i swear i din realise.. she wuz going down diz reli steep slope.. reli reli reli steep.. cuden break in time.. her slendang flew n covered her face.. so she wuz reli reli reli speeding n cuden see where she wuz going.. so u noe wat happens.. she CRASHED into de bushes.. hit a coconut tree [where de bloodstain dat marks de point on de tree where she crashed upon still exists till now] n lost all her front teeth.. lyk criusly.. dey cracked n broke off.. she wuz oni 10 wen dat happen.. hadta go for surgery for 2hrs.. i tink.. to fix dem back.. dunno how de doctors did it.. however.. we actuallie feel dat de accident wuz a miracle in disguise.. wanna noe y? wen de doctors did an x-ray to find out de extent of de damage caused.. dey found a tumour-like ting growing sumwhere in her mouth.. so.. if not for de accident.. we wuden haf known abt de tumour-like ting.. n she'll be in terrible pain now.. n mite not be able to remove it.. yup.. n so my dear cuzin cuden speak properly for awhile..

drama rite? so dat wuz ubin.. me, adik, atik, nurul n luqman actuallie wanted to go hang out afta dat.. but mom cook redi.. so evrione came over.. ate.. relek n watch sum ghost story which i refused to watch.. den dey all left except atik.. i swear.. my cuzin is deprived.. she's 18 in a month time.. n she enjoys shows dat 2 yr old kids enjoy.. haha.. deprived.. or maybe a paedophile in disguise.. i doubt dat tho.. she reli enjoys watching de shows.. n actuallie sings along.. haha.. she stayed forever in front of de tv.. watching de shows n singing.. haha.. my weird cuzin..

wed.. today.. i'm lazy today.. i haven study.. i may not do it today.. watched tv.. n played comp.. going out later to play socca.. at nite.. if i'm allowed.. zul n hafiz want me join de ss tournament.. alah.. see lar.. if i feel lyk it.. yest's ep of alias wuz great.. i wuz waiting for ch 5 to telecast me.. u all noe me.. i always now wats gonna happen.. lyk not exactly wats gonna happen at an exact time.. but.. if i watch a part of de show.. i'll moz likely noe wats gonna happen afta dat.. haha.. psycho? i agree..

tmr.. going to de site visit.. den maybe go bowling afta dat.. i dunno.. i'm hoping.. but i've learnt to to bring my hopes up to high.. lest i'll be disappointed.. hmm.. dat always happens.. but wat to do.. i'm lyk a small kid.. i want attention.. wen dat is exactly wat i dun get.. however i do noe wat my priorities ah.. one day i'll get it ALL rite.. but rite now.. i'll juz do wat i'm able to.. n juz ride on de waves of now..

if u dun understand dat.. juz ignore it.. i'm toking lyk dat nowadays.. dunno y.. juz am..
haf a great day all..