start dreaming

I'm going to take advice from a song..

going to make the first move..

the only way the matter can be resolved..

i'm going to do it..

by monday..

school has been pretty screwed up lately..

things just keep happening..

so hard to keep up with..

things cant only be our fault.. can it?

maybe it is..

i guess we have no one to blame but us..
yes.. ownership.. responsibility

is this what the world is like?

man.. i hope not..

i'm not ready to face these kind of challenges head on..

not on a constant basis at least..

been kind of emo lately..

it is so not benefiting me..

playing soccer tonight..

hoping that can help release the tension..

met fizah the other day..

started out as a bad day..

she just made my day..

thanks grl.. u totally made my day..

i syg u alot..

i miss spending time with my grandparents..

i know they're still here and everything..

just doesnt make matters better..

i miss the closure i used to have with them..

especially tok..

miss being the grl who had everyone's attention..

[selfish of me.. i know.. but everyone loves to be loved.. even a grl like me.. and i'm not saying i want someone special in my life.. not in that way at least.. i just want to feel appreciated by people i actually care about..]

i have pictures from last saturday..

that was a great day..

i won't ever forget.. not in my lifetime..

not unless i have alzhiemers..

can't update them yet.. its on the other computer..

all the best for those having their prelims real soon..

pls don't make the same mistake i did..

go for your dreams..

they're bound to happen if u put in the effort..

like what jasmine said.. can't blame her for the way she thinks..

i kind of agree with what she said..

tho the rest don't..

grl.. go for it.. we still love u for it..

take care all.. i'm fine.. just releasing excess capacity..

what's important is not the destination.. but the journey.. that is the only thing we have total control of..