injured yet again

ok. so now i'm the person *points up*.
hai. more responsibility.
ok. i'm not complaining.
i just have to step up to the plate and do the job well.
the job just began. and now i have things to plan for.
wow. wonder if i can ever get used to it.
guess i have to stop wondering and just get to work.


i didnt do too well in training yesterday.
got injured because of my usual clumsiness.
i think it has become a formality that i get injured almost everytime i play.
right now i don't mind the pain [not that much anyway] but i think i'm gonna have to pay for this ignorance in the future.
i so have to start taking care of myself better.


went for the last training for campland.
man, i so totally enjoy it. today was slightly slack. and plus i was in pain.
but still had fun. now i understand why people would give up high-paying jobs to do welfare work. the fulfilling crap we always hear but don't understand? well, i think i kind of have an idea what they meant.


thought i could get over it. i'm not taking to it well.
or at least as much as i would've wanted to.
it's taken longer than i expected.
and i think i'm geting more distracted.
i need help. real bad. and someone to talk to.