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its been a month and 3 days.
well done.
i've been refusing to even look at my blog for weeks now.
but i guess now, i have to at least try.
Its obvious that i'm taking longer to update.
no excuse, some may say. but i've been busy.
busy trying to get well. busy attempting to mug. busy trying to not lose even more weight(for now that is...).
all of which i'm terribly failing to do.


there you go. that sums up what i've been up to.
i think i've never been that sick(or at least i don't remember being that sick before).
high fever plus the works for almost a week.
well, at first it was just a Friday including the weekend.
came back to school. wasn't in tip top shape but the best that i could possibly hope for.
AND THEN... came the game. i guess i pushed myself too hard(that is beyond the limit of a recovering kid).
but i knew right away that i was in trouble.
suffered through the first period the next day before making the best decision to take the day off.
missed the last game(not that i could have been of any help then...).
celebrated mother's day over the weekend.
a bout of food poisoning brought back the fever. (the works was ever present)
and i missed yet another day.
so do the math. i hate missing so many days.
However, i can't deny that i was thankful that i got away from the class for quite some time. felt good.


ok. today marked the last day of term 2, first day of June-not-much-of-a-holiday and also the start of prelim 1. To sum up the paper, here's a word "sucked". pardon the language. but that was the best and simplest word to describe it.


after that, went for yet another briefing. this is good. NOW, i can't wait for the trip. in less than 4 days, i'll be flying off to visit the wonderful land of UK. (i'm not trying to make any jealous or boast here, but i'm just expressing how i feel about the trip) I couldn't resist the temptation of the inevitable trip to the 2nd holy ground. OLD TRAFFORD, HERE I COME!! besides that, i get to relish a trip to Lake District, a beautiful place. as well as visits to musuems that are actually worth visit and a play, i'm watching a play! Living right smack in the middle of the docklands, wow, i just can't wait. ok, i'm getting excited.


which is a change from the depressing mood i've been feeling for quite some time now. and i'm not the only one. you know who you are. i know quite a number of relevant people read this blog. but i don't give a damn. that, you don't have to pardon. regarding this matter, i have no qualms of expressing how i've been feeling. right now, the class is not the best place i'd want to be in. (and i certainly do not wish that upon anyone, even on my arch enemy, if i have one) it has been so depressing that i can't even begin to explain. i guess that'll have to do. i don't wish to waste anymore of my breath writing about this. there's no point. the break is here. i don't have to see the class for another one month. REJOICE!


disclaimer: if you feel offended by that, then my gosh, you're such a loser. right now, i don't give a damn how people feel(just returning the favour here). This offensive complain is not about all in the class. if you're the exception, you'll know it.


now, i've said my peace. i'm off getting excited about the trip. to those who would like anything from UK, send my a msg or tag by Tuesday by 9am.