dear, oh dear

so it has begun.
the new revolution called learning has begun spinning its wheels once more.
and about time too.
i fear, the break has been too long.
the feeling of idleness is beginning to feel damn familiar.
and i know i've been moaning about missing interacting with kids and trainers at camps
but, sooner or later,
i'll be thankful for my weird timetable
not allowing time for me to go back once in awhile.
there's no way i can divide my focus
(despite my brilliant ability to multi-task)
between camping and school.


but that doesn't mean i won't leave time to hang out with the friends i made the past few months.
no way.
my weird timetable has nicely allocated large portions of time for chillax sessions.
so, no to camps.
yes to chillax.


oh. and i'm caught up in this video i found.
thanks to shaf who got me to watch live bon jovi performances.
now i can stop.
here's the best.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jn8XfKnDPlg&mode=related&search=

listen to the slight variations and the lead guitar.
and there's these few seconds in the video where he just looked so 'into' the song.
THAT was hot.

i guess its not just me grasping for the impossible.

we're more alike than you think.