what a not-so-wonderful world

school school school.
i guess i'm starting to be busy by the amount of reading we have to do.
right now,
i believe its just the beginning and its set to increase.
boo, you say? (esp, you fil)
no no no.
in fact i'm looking forward to it.
the only that concerns me right now is finding the time to think.
yes, we have to set time aside to think.
oh dear, my mostly-inactive brain will have to restart its engine and get it moving.
i can't afford to slack if i want to do a double major.
oh God, i hope that's possible.


and i think aside from my brain,
i have to get my body to function beyond the basic bodily functions.
had a mini-escapade from the real world yesterday.
my almost non-existant timetable left me plenty of time to spare.
went climbing, although the amount of time we actually spent attached to the ropes were way lesser than the time we chilled and talked.
learn quite a bit of insight of the world that i just left
opened my eyes more to the deceit that constantly surrounds us.

interesting, i must say.
pity as well.
for those still lingering,
i do hope you don't get tangled in the mess.
for the most part,
i love you guys too much to see you end up that way.

if its not regret,

what's this i'm feeling?