you'd better not be doing that.

i've been tired the past week.
as much as i'd like to place the blame on school,
i'm not sure its exactly fair if i do so.
i admit, i haven't been a good girl.
coming back home late everyday.
or not coming back at all.
but right now, my excuse is all this is a form of stress-relief.

the past few months,
the collective tiredness was due to physical strains.
for that, i eventually got used to it.
now, after months of inactivity,
my brain's taking quite some time to adjust to the load.
again, i know that's just an excuse,
but i'm just not used to mental tiredness.

all i hope for is i get used to it soon.


i can't deny the fact i like to chill.
just sit and talk with friends and buddies,
but now that ramadan's coming,
i've got to start repenting and spend some time doing some good.
which esentially means,
lesser time to chill.

i know, after the month,
i'll get back to the same routine.
seeing as to how i enjoy such sessions.
but till then, i've got to learn some self-control.

thank you for loving me.