no where near match fitness level

what a more inappropriate time to update.
i have 2 very important tests on thurs and tmr i'll only be back at 10. all tired.
so now's the best time to study for it.
but right now my mind is in such a mess that it's so hard for me to concentrate. even if its just to do a few simple maths problems.


the only thing keeping me from getting some rest is a conversation i'm having. which i hope i don't regret having.


anyway. i'm really emotional this week. all the things happening are just taking their toll on me.
i never used to be so worked up over anything. nothing ever caught my attention this much. i guess i've changed. i'm sorry all for my ever-changing moods this week. sincerely apologise. i'll be fine. let me work out the kinks for myself first ok? and don't worry, i'll seriously be fine. don't have to go tag asking if i'm fine. really. but thanks for your concerns.


we have a match tomorrow. i'm nowhere near match fitness level. and i have to last the entire game. i hate disappointing when so much lies on my 2 shoulders. i'll try my best. but i can't promise it'll be good.




please give me strength to go through all of this. and the friendship. let it work out fine. please.