get off my back for having a 'softer' side

today was rather hectic.
school was rather mundane.
same as any other Friday.
After that though, is a whole different matter.
i didn't go for maths.
when for the post UK meeting.
so we had to present the gist of our actual presentation on Tuesday.
rather last minute if you ask me.
so we rushed like mad sheep to get the job done.
i felt a little guilty leaving midway to go for Hockey farewell.
we have to come back on Monday to complete our presentations and notices.


speaking of the farewell, it was very sweet.
special thanks to Ede, Cheryl, Hakim, Jiawen and the other j1s for the effort they put in.
i was touched and i seriously thank you guys.
the gift was a special surprise and the food was great.
and the video, if not for they fact that i was high, i might have spared a little tear or two.
but all in all, i thank you guys so very much for the good times that we had and your contributions to the team.
thanks guys.


i'm working out the confusion.
i hate being confused.
the feeling of not being in control just doesn't suit me.
God, help me go through this process with the least pain as possible.